Today it looks like winter. 
Went to the ever so modern library downtown today for a shoot my class had to do.
Spent almost 3 hours outside and it’s only in the mid 40’s for weather.
I needed some mittens.
Working all weekend, and house hunting possibly if I can find the time.
These were some test shots taken today.
I look cold and unhappy >.<

Hope you’re all having a wonderful day! xx 

Le bored.
Debating on if I want to take another bath tonight and just listen to the rain, or go play Cosmic Bingo with my favorite dude.
I’ve been working all weekend, and I work tomorrow. Struggles!
I need to finish some assignments I’ve been behind on, but my lack of motivation is killin’ me. I rather just look up flights to Las Vegas and plan my annual week vacation to see my boop. Might be bringing Mia with this time! Pretty sure that’ll be straight RowdyTown, but nonetheless I’m as content as ever. 

Hope you’re all having a wonderful weekend! xx

You are all so sweet and genuine. 
This last week went by extremely fast. I had no idea my birthday weekend would come so quickly! Tonight I am celebrating my birthday early with my family tonight, and tomorrow on my actual birthday I am spending the evening with my favorite people in the world, minus a few, at the restaurant Chino Latinos. 

This will be the first birthday I have ever spent without my mom. Her and I both are extremely heart broken that we are on separate parts of the world, but I’m continuing to grow, as is she. I miss her terribly, and my baby girl Roxy. 

Nonetheless this Easter/Birthday weekend will be nothing but happiness. 
Hope you all have a wonderful holiday. xx 

I don’t use Tumblr to be an activist. 
I post and reblog things that express how I feel, or are relevant to my life.
Sometimes things that are funny, I’ll post.

I am not trying to change the world over a blog website.
I’m just here to express my feelings without words.  

Happy Saturday Followers!
It’s a beautiful 63 degrees here today in Minneapolis an I’m lovin’ it.
Being able to go outside without a jacket is amazing.
I can’t wait for summer.
I’ve been spending my weekend working on assignments an papers, but also spending quality time with some of my favorite people.
It’s amazing how quickly things can change, but how good the change can be sometimes.
Moving forward an growing in the process.
It’s nothing but up from here.

Hope y’all are having a great weekend! xx 

I just don’t care anymore about trying to make everyone else happy. 
I’ve decided how unhealthy that was.
There is no way you can please someone if they don’t want to be pleased.
It took so long to realize that no matter what I do, it won’t change a mind that is already set; And I don’t want to change someone’s mind.
I’m much happier now that I have started to do everything that makes me happy.
I started with my school work, then my family, friends, and my job.
I don’t need weights of other peoples’ confusion holding me under.
If you want to be apart of my life, then do it.
If you don’t, then I’ll hold the door open for you.
It’s really that simple. 
I fall in love with a majority of the people in my life. 
In different ways an small portions of course.
My mother always told me, “if you love something then let it go. If it comes back then it was always yours, if it doesn’t, then it wasn’t meant to be.”
Sometimes it takes a person to be apart of your past, to realize they want to be apart of your future.
Don’t make it out to be so complicated to make yourself sound smarter.
Or like your decisions have true meanings behind them.
Keep it simple; it’s easier that way.

I couldn’t be more content with where my life is, STILL, on top of all this stress with only 5 class days left to finish every assignment, and finals. Phew. Who knew I could be happy when I’m stressed? NEW RECORDS.
 

Everybody an their mother is in a band nowadays. 
I don’t care if you just got signed, or you tour everywhere.
It’s not impressive.
Sure you’re probably talented, but I doubt you sound any different from everyone else.
If your heart an soul is dedicated to it, so be it.
But don’t use it as some sort of “pick up line”.
I don’t give a shit.

I like boys that I can have movie night with every single night if I wanted.
Not someone who’s going to make me famous by talking about me on their Twitter.
Get real.
I want real love, not a text message conversation.  

It’s 2:30am and I’m listening to Moonlight Sonata.
Tomorrow I need to crack down on some assignments of mine I’ve been putting off.
My back has been aching ever since I shoveled that snow that weighed as much as myself earlier this week. Heat pads work wonders though!
Going to get ready for bed and listen to Bon Iver an let the familiar music take me to my happy place inside my head. Under the covers, with a warm body next to mine, telling ghost stories, and endless kisses. That’s where Wash. by Bon Iver takes me. Take me back. Sleep well.
Goodnight Followers! xx 

Sunday’s are my laundry day.
I sleep in, an somewhat base my day around cleaning an homework.
FaceTime with my best friend in Arizona, results in myself experimenting with makeup.
I NEVER wear a lot of makeup, especially during the week.
Pure laziness mostly.
While running up the stairs with my basket of clothes, I nicked my knuckle on the railing so Ava helped me stitch up my wound with Hello Kitty bandaids. 

Hope you all have a wonderful Sunday! x 

Two beautiful girls who graduated from my high school a year after me died tonight. I couldn’t honestly imagine the pain of losing a friend or a family member right now. Those girls were best friends. The world is cruel who it decides to take. How could you think everything happens for a reason when it doesn’t. There was no reason those girls had to leave their lives so soon. When people have so much going for them, why take it all away? I’ll never understand it. Death hits so hard on me, even when I wasn’t the closest with the people. It still effects me as a person and opens my eyes to how lucky I am to be alive and have the people I cherish most in it.

So make sure to tell your loved ones how much they mean to you everyday if you have to. You never know how quickly the good can slip through your fingers. 

Rest In Peace.

Please inform me on why I’m supposed to care?
OH right. 
Realize your mistakes before you make them maybe. 
You start your own wars, an make your own beds.
I picked up shattered pieces enough.

Your turn.  

Late post about Valentines Day <3

Spent most of my day at school, but got out by 7pm since I aced my midterm test in Art History. Just enough time for me to go home, shower, get ready, and make our reservation on time!
My fellow and I went to this great restaurant near my house that is known for it’s great food an hospitality. The whole place was decorated with large glowing hearts in the windows, roses at the table, and valentine colored balloons all over the ceiling! Spent the night stuffing our faces with large plates and raspberry cheesecake for dessert. Had a few drinks and talked till they closed and took a ton of balloons home with me since they were going to pop them all anyway. After we drove around for a bit just talking, then headed home. 

I’ve been having really bad sleeping patterns lately, and tonight I can quite honestly say I will go to bed with a smile.
Hope all of you had a wonderful Tuesday or Valentines Day. xx

It amazes me how quickly people proclaim that they change.
You actually don’t change who you truly are, often.
Circumstances, yes. Actual change, no.
I’m unsure of these tests the universe throws me occasionally.
It’s starting to make me wonder if I have a heart anymore.
Or maybe it’s just the people I’m drawn to, don’t. 
And I thought I was spontaneous.  

Things get complicated.
People float from one heart to the next.
Souls get lost in the midst of imperfection and misinterpretations. 
Games are for the weak minded.
The sun rises and sets on different horizons.
Flutter from time zones with incredible jet lag.
Homesick for a place that doesn’t even exist.
You can’t build foundations on sand.
Guilt is a feeling you get when you feel you’ve done something wrong.
Who’s to say what’s wrong an right?
Love isn’t an item you buy an use when you’re lonely.
Sweet talk gets you satisfaction for a day.
Take nothing but pictures; leave nothing but footprints. 
Free float. 

Good evening my bitties!
I just got home from a lovely get together of friends for sushi. I love happy hour!
Earlier I went for a long run outside near a park by my house. It was extremely more difficult then working out in the gym, especially the cold feeling in my lungs. Aside from that, I haven’t felt better. I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning an seemed to have been stuck in a funk all day, so running outside for a good hour was defiantly what I needed to clear my head.  So exhausted though. Going to fall asleep soon. So glad it’s my Friday. 

Goodnight x