Le bored.
Debating on if I want to take another bath tonight and just listen to the rain, or go play Cosmic Bingo with my favorite dude.
I’ve been working all weekend, and I work tomorrow. Struggles!
I need to finish some assignments I’ve been behind on, but my lack of motivation is killin’ me. I rather just look up flights to Las Vegas and plan my annual week vacation to see my boop. Might be bringing Mia with this time! Pretty sure that’ll be straight RowdyTown, but nonetheless I’m as content as ever. 

Hope you’re all having a wonderful weekend! xx

Been forever since I posted an update!
I’ve seriously just been running around like crazy every day this past week.
I like to keep busy, and stay up late watching movies with friends and not getting out of bed till 1pm. Livin’ the dream with my week off from my classes.
My birthday is next Saturday so I’m getting my hair done tomorrow.
It’s in desperate need of color and a trim.
Starting my new job next week as well!
Lots of stuff happening in the first week of April, and so stoked on it.

Hope my lovely followers are having a great start to the weekend as well! xx 

I don’t use Tumblr to be an activist. 
I post and reblog things that express how I feel, or are relevant to my life.
Sometimes things that are funny, I’ll post.

I am not trying to change the world over a blog website.
I’m just here to express my feelings without words.  

Happy Saturday Followers!
It’s a beautiful 63 degrees here today in Minneapolis an I’m lovin’ it.
Being able to go outside without a jacket is amazing.
I can’t wait for summer.
I’ve been spending my weekend working on assignments an papers, but also spending quality time with some of my favorite people.
It’s amazing how quickly things can change, but how good the change can be sometimes.
Moving forward an growing in the process.
It’s nothing but up from here.

Hope y’all are having a great weekend! xx 

I just don’t care anymore about trying to make everyone else happy. 
I’ve decided how unhealthy that was.
There is no way you can please someone if they don’t want to be pleased.
It took so long to realize that no matter what I do, it won’t change a mind that is already set; And I don’t want to change someone’s mind.
I’m much happier now that I have started to do everything that makes me happy.
I started with my school work, then my family, friends, and my job.
I don’t need weights of other peoples’ confusion holding me under.
If you want to be apart of my life, then do it.
If you don’t, then I’ll hold the door open for you.
It’s really that simple. 
I fall in love with a majority of the people in my life. 
In different ways an small portions of course.
My mother always told me, “if you love something then let it go. If it comes back then it was always yours, if it doesn’t, then it wasn’t meant to be.”
Sometimes it takes a person to be apart of your past, to realize they want to be apart of your future.
Don’t make it out to be so complicated to make yourself sound smarter.
Or like your decisions have true meanings behind them.
Keep it simple; it’s easier that way.

I couldn’t be more content with where my life is, STILL, on top of all this stress with only 5 class days left to finish every assignment, and finals. Phew. Who knew I could be happy when I’m stressed? NEW RECORDS.
 

Everybody an their mother is in a band nowadays. 
I don’t care if you just got signed, or you tour everywhere.
It’s not impressive.
Sure you’re probably talented, but I doubt you sound any different from everyone else.
If your heart an soul is dedicated to it, so be it.
But don’t use it as some sort of “pick up line”.
I don’t give a shit.

I like boys that I can have movie night with every single night if I wanted.
Not someone who’s going to make me famous by talking about me on their Twitter.
Get real.
I want real love, not a text message conversation.  

It’s 2:30am and I’m listening to Moonlight Sonata.
Tomorrow I need to crack down on some assignments of mine I’ve been putting off.
My back has been aching ever since I shoveled that snow that weighed as much as myself earlier this week. Heat pads work wonders though!
Going to get ready for bed and listen to Bon Iver an let the familiar music take me to my happy place inside my head. Under the covers, with a warm body next to mine, telling ghost stories, and endless kisses. That’s where Wash. by Bon Iver takes me. Take me back. Sleep well.
Goodnight Followers! xx 

Sunday’s are my laundry day.
I sleep in, an somewhat base my day around cleaning an homework.
FaceTime with my best friend in Arizona, results in myself experimenting with makeup.
I NEVER wear a lot of makeup, especially during the week.
Pure laziness mostly.
While running up the stairs with my basket of clothes, I nicked my knuckle on the railing so Ava helped me stitch up my wound with Hello Kitty bandaids. 

Hope you all have a wonderful Sunday! x 

If you read through my Tumblr, you would understand me in ways I could never explain.
Also another reason why I am addicted to this website.
It gives me reasons to express myself without putting it into my own words.
Need an insight on what I’m going through month to month?
Read everything I reblog.
I even read past months an remember why I posted what I did, so on an so forth.
It’s comforting; like a picture diary that everyone can read along an understand. 

It amazes me how quickly people proclaim that they change.
You actually don’t change who you truly are, often.
Circumstances, yes. Actual change, no.
I’m unsure of these tests the universe throws me occasionally.
It’s starting to make me wonder if I have a heart anymore.
Or maybe it’s just the people I’m drawn to, don’t. 
And I thought I was spontaneous.  

Things get complicated.
People float from one heart to the next.
Souls get lost in the midst of imperfection and misinterpretations. 
Games are for the weak minded.
The sun rises and sets on different horizons.
Flutter from time zones with incredible jet lag.
Homesick for a place that doesn’t even exist.
You can’t build foundations on sand.
Guilt is a feeling you get when you feel you’ve done something wrong.
Who’s to say what’s wrong an right?
Love isn’t an item you buy an use when you’re lonely.
Sweet talk gets you satisfaction for a day.
Take nothing but pictures; leave nothing but footprints. 
Free float. 

Good evening my bitties!
I just got home from a lovely get together of friends for sushi. I love happy hour!
Earlier I went for a long run outside near a park by my house. It was extremely more difficult then working out in the gym, especially the cold feeling in my lungs. Aside from that, I haven’t felt better. I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning an seemed to have been stuck in a funk all day, so running outside for a good hour was defiantly what I needed to clear my head.  So exhausted though. Going to fall asleep soon. So glad it’s my Friday. 

Goodnight x

Meow!
Evening followers, 
Dolled up in all black for a night out in the cities.
I haven’t been out for an event that wasn’t a concert in such a long time.
Should be fun to dance some energy away with new friends!

Hope you all have a wonderful weekend. xx

I’ll have a good fucking life. You believe in that.
There’s nothing that pisses people off more then seeing someone have a good life.  
New jobs, new car, new apartment, new friends, new new new.
On a health kick again and so ecstatic about it! Looking at more apartments, interview next week, Dallas Green next Saturday, and a butt load of more great things to come.

I let things get me down too much. I read way into certain things and let them get the best of me. I need to learn to not care as much. I also need to learn how to weed out the bullshit, and stop putting effort where effort isn’t wanted. 
Numb to feelings. I need drastic change, and quickly.
I’m just so much better at doing things myself; alone.

Make your own rules, followers. xx 

Sleeting Sunday.
I keep forgetting that it’s technically winter. I’ve stayed pretty healthy this odd season, so fingers crossed I don’t come down with a cough like everyone else. I mean I did have mono for 6 months straight last year, maybe karma’s giving me a break or two.
Getting more hours at my job, and scheduling an interview for this week or next week!
Also, school’s been “eh”, but been spending time with the people that matter most minus a few.

Hope all of my lovely followers had a great weekend! x